One of the love letters
This is a late love letter to you. A boy that's moved on. A boy that ended up being a summer fling, even though I wanted you to be so much more. I don't miss you anymore.. You are just a distant memory, burried somewhere in the back of my brain because having you on my mind hurt too much. You're gone. The pain has disappeared. But sometimes you come back in flashbacks and I do still think of you. I heard your song today and it made me cry. It reminded me of you and what you meant to me. You were the first guy I saw in my future. The first guy I knew I wanted to love. The first one I wanted to give my all to. I know you won't see this but I wish I was brave enough to send it to you (or that it wouldn't sound silly and cringe). It was just like a movie. We've met after 10 years and the moment I saw you I knew I was screwed. Maybe you've felt the same way. I loved going out with you. You were always such a gentleman and I felt amazing the first time